Last years l took a break from school to go away and just deal with me and also grow up on my own. since l have been young l have always been the little girl under my mums wings l never really got a chance to be away from my mother for more than two weeks to me it was just like a toture.Dont blame a girl l have been a last born for a long time so it was kind of territorial for me.
Anyway l decided to move away for a while and just see if l can make it on my own. Best times and worst time’s that year. A new country am beautiful, smart though not so sure how l was to survive without my mum. Settling in was hard for me but l finally got it right got myself a job at one of the best local media houses and everything was perfect.
Did l mention I was getting more attention than even on my Runway days this was good because l was dealing with a very nasty break up from a relationship to date l still regret anyway that’s not the case here no regrets with sudifab.
My hangout buddy was one of the local celebrities who were doing very well internationally and also locally so more attention on me but the best part l got me a “friend” from work so at least l had a girlfriend to go for ice-cream and gossip with. my life was the best more cosmopolitan though it has always been that way since young but this was different ,no parents to put safety pads on my ankle and wrist so that l do not get hurt, l was out there living a care free life.
Work was excellent having a “best friend” who was more than what ever need in a friend ad say a little too perfect for reality.
However the Diva had to get low on her high horse at some point and learn no bed of roses is really out there, a few thorns must be there. My life started getting screwed up the moment l decided dating my “famous” friend l do not know what came over me but l think it is the daring self in me . it never lasted since immediately we started dating l found out that all this time he has been seeing someone else it didn’t hurt a lot after a week of being terribly mad at him we got back to being friends that is after three months of dating ,we still friends even now so no loss but lesson learnt ,am not 16 anymore so dating celebrities especially musicians and models isn’t a cool trend anymore, the man you date defines you and dating one of this people not to be vague but just makes you look like a bimboo if not a groupie(almost the same).
All through this l have by my side my supporting too good to be true “best friend”.
A month after the breakup we went out with my “best friend” to some red carpet opening got to meet a lot of guys who happen to be very good friends now but that’s where l met the his guy l started dating, tall, handsome had etiquette, charming and most of all just the kind of guy l think l was ready to start dating now that l was 20 and not a child anymore it heated off between us the moment we just locked eyes.
Dating is fun till you start getting to know the person and it turns out that they are not all that what you expected and you get bored and start avoiding them, bad habit l have but what? You can never judge a girl who gets almost everything she wants is it a lot to ask for perfection? “Best friend” was the cause of a lot of the fault l started seeing in my boyfriend everyday it’s something new with him. However with all this not breaking us up she decided to burn the rope from the other side and starts now feeding the guy with lies that if l write can make a novel anyway like am used to l runaway so first l change the number and go silent not knowing by doing this it will just confirm everything, am more of a party animal and most people am hanging out with are my guy friends who happen to be known including my “famous” friend, came to learn that a lot of my “crap” in public was through her all l can say that a “best friend can mess you up.
I did not end the relationship with the guy and never said bye to him but just left, am back home now and back to school trying to make the best out of things.
I learnt that can never to trust some people and also always keep one eye open and alert to the one near you because you never know what they happen to be calculating against you.
I got to learn the hard way but who cares l definitely had fun and cant regret because past mistakes make you stronger and teach you how to cope with them in future so am toughened by that experience so thanks “BEST FRIEND” .
I can never blame you all the way because without you l would never have met some special people in my life especially my two favorite men and BFFs QWHISAR THOMPSON and EDWIN KILEO they are just treasures in my life and when l look at them and when we are together and the special moments we share l get to forgive you and think they were worth the betrayal from you they healed the wounds and made me more happier and less bitter.
Always fabulous and loving my life especially now that am doing so great am young and have achieved a lot that satisfies me.
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