There is this time in life that people who are close tend to be distant and you develop that feeling like you are alone and really have no one to make you feel better,a lonely feeling that is so dark and cold.....when l was younger this feeling used to make me go insane and to make myself feel like l matter to people thought was to change to fit in some peoples lives,not to change for my better but to fit in someones life.
Over the years l have really grown up and came to learn that am the one that matters most to me,am special and of course FABULOUS but only if l see and know my worth.I change when there is need for that change however the twist nowadays is l do it for me and no one else.
I love myself more nowadays and to tell you the truth am more relaxed and more focused with much more important things in life.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Friday, December 2, 2011
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
AM SORRY
AM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN UPDATING THIS BLOG FOR A WHILE THIS YEAR HAS BEEN HECTIC FOR ME I HAVE A LOT THAT AM GOING TO SHARE WITH YOU IN TIME BUT FOR NOW AM HAPPY I CAN BE ABLE TO WRITE NOW.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
SUGA AUDITIONS ARE HERE!!!!!!!
If you think yo got what it takes then on the 25th July between 10h:00 and 17h:00 be at the french cultural center in Nairobi , where judges Tim Horwood (MTV base), Desiree Markgraaff (Series Producer), Alison Ngibuini (Kenyan Producer), Teboho Mahlatsi (Director) and G-Money (Homeboyz Radio) will be putting the audition you guys through their paces. Dazzle the judges and you could be among the shortlist of 10 candidates who will go forward to the final stage - with the ultimate winners decided by the public voting online and via SMS. Registration begins at the French Culture Centre at 08h:30 and places are limited so turn up early if you want a chance to audition.
Monday, July 18, 2011
MONICA'S WEDDING PURE FABULOSITY
The wedding theme was blue and urle ,the guest looked ravishing and elegant.
The two love birdas
The R&B star,Monica, 30, and NBA hunk Shannon Brown, 25, pulled out all the stops as they exchanged vows before 340 guests who included Missy Eliots and Ciara.Wish the all the best
The two love birdas
The R&B star,Monica, 30, and NBA hunk Shannon Brown, 25, pulled out all the stops as they exchanged vows before 340 guests who included Missy Eliots and Ciara.Wish the all the best
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
ALL ME
I would not change me to fit your description of nice,l would not change me to please your fantancies,l would not change me to gain your respect,l wouldn't change me to make your friends think am cool,l wouldn't change me to keep up with you and l wouldn't change for the world because being me is what makes me who l am and if l change me then l will be killing myself and what l was made for am unique and if you haven't noticed that then you do not deserve to be even near me ,am the perfect l could be,am the cutest l can get .its me sudifab the only and its either you love me or leave me. Xoxo
Monday, May 23, 2011
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Thursday, March 31, 2011
LEARNIG THE HARD WAY
Last years l took a break from school to go away and just deal with me and also grow up on my own. since l have been young l have always been the little girl under my mums wings l never really got a chance to be away from my mother for more than two weeks to me it was just like a toture.Dont blame a girl l have been a last born for a long time so it was kind of territorial for me.
Anyway l decided to move away for a while and just see if l can make it on my own. Best times and worst time’s that year. A new country am beautiful, smart though not so sure how l was to survive without my mum. Settling in was hard for me but l finally got it right got myself a job at one of the best local media houses and everything was perfect.
Did l mention I was getting more attention than even on my Runway days this was good because l was dealing with a very nasty break up from a relationship to date l still regret anyway that’s not the case here no regrets with sudifab.
My hangout buddy was one of the local celebrities who were doing very well internationally and also locally so more attention on me but the best part l got me a “friend” from work so at least l had a girlfriend to go for ice-cream and gossip with. my life was the best more cosmopolitan though it has always been that way since young but this was different ,no parents to put safety pads on my ankle and wrist so that l do not get hurt, l was out there living a care free life.
Work was excellent having a “best friend” who was more than what ever need in a friend ad say a little too perfect for reality.
However the Diva had to get low on her high horse at some point and learn no bed of roses is really out there, a few thorns must be there. My life started getting screwed up the moment l decided dating my “famous” friend l do not know what came over me but l think it is the daring self in me . it never lasted since immediately we started dating l found out that all this time he has been seeing someone else it didn’t hurt a lot after a week of being terribly mad at him we got back to being friends that is after three months of dating ,we still friends even now so no loss but lesson learnt ,am not 16 anymore so dating celebrities especially musicians and models isn’t a cool trend anymore, the man you date defines you and dating one of this people not to be vague but just makes you look like a bimboo if not a groupie(almost the same).
All through this l have by my side my supporting too good to be true “best friend”.
A month after the breakup we went out with my “best friend” to some red carpet opening got to meet a lot of guys who happen to be very good friends now but that’s where l met the his guy l started dating, tall, handsome had etiquette, charming and most of all just the kind of guy l think l was ready to start dating now that l was 20 and not a child anymore it heated off between us the moment we just locked eyes.
Dating is fun till you start getting to know the person and it turns out that they are not all that what you expected and you get bored and start avoiding them, bad habit l have but what? You can never judge a girl who gets almost everything she wants is it a lot to ask for perfection? “Best friend” was the cause of a lot of the fault l started seeing in my boyfriend everyday it’s something new with him. However with all this not breaking us up she decided to burn the rope from the other side and starts now feeding the guy with lies that if l write can make a novel anyway like am used to l runaway so first l change the number and go silent not knowing by doing this it will just confirm everything, am more of a party animal and most people am hanging out with are my guy friends who happen to be known including my “famous” friend, came to learn that a lot of my “crap” in public was through her all l can say that a “best friend can mess you up.
I did not end the relationship with the guy and never said bye to him but just left, am back home now and back to school trying to make the best out of things.
I learnt that can never to trust some people and also always keep one eye open and alert to the one near you because you never know what they happen to be calculating against you.
I got to learn the hard way but who cares l definitely had fun and cant regret because past mistakes make you stronger and teach you how to cope with them in future so am toughened by that experience so thanks “BEST FRIEND” .
I can never blame you all the way because without you l would never have met some special people in my life especially my two favorite men and BFFs QWHISAR THOMPSON and EDWIN KILEO they are just treasures in my life and when l look at them and when we are together and the special moments we share l get to forgive you and think they were worth the betrayal from you they healed the wounds and made me more happier and less bitter.
Always fabulous and loving my life especially now that am doing so great am young and have achieved a lot that satisfies me.
Posted by sudi fab at 2:48 PM 0
Anyway l decided to move away for a while and just see if l can make it on my own. Best times and worst time’s that year. A new country am beautiful, smart though not so sure how l was to survive without my mum. Settling in was hard for me but l finally got it right got myself a job at one of the best local media houses and everything was perfect.
Did l mention I was getting more attention than even on my Runway days this was good because l was dealing with a very nasty break up from a relationship to date l still regret anyway that’s not the case here no regrets with sudifab.
My hangout buddy was one of the local celebrities who were doing very well internationally and also locally so more attention on me but the best part l got me a “friend” from work so at least l had a girlfriend to go for ice-cream and gossip with. my life was the best more cosmopolitan though it has always been that way since young but this was different ,no parents to put safety pads on my ankle and wrist so that l do not get hurt, l was out there living a care free life.
Work was excellent having a “best friend” who was more than what ever need in a friend ad say a little too perfect for reality.
However the Diva had to get low on her high horse at some point and learn no bed of roses is really out there, a few thorns must be there. My life started getting screwed up the moment l decided dating my “famous” friend l do not know what came over me but l think it is the daring self in me . it never lasted since immediately we started dating l found out that all this time he has been seeing someone else it didn’t hurt a lot after a week of being terribly mad at him we got back to being friends that is after three months of dating ,we still friends even now so no loss but lesson learnt ,am not 16 anymore so dating celebrities especially musicians and models isn’t a cool trend anymore, the man you date defines you and dating one of this people not to be vague but just makes you look like a bimboo if not a groupie(almost the same).
All through this l have by my side my supporting too good to be true “best friend”.
A month after the breakup we went out with my “best friend” to some red carpet opening got to meet a lot of guys who happen to be very good friends now but that’s where l met the his guy l started dating, tall, handsome had etiquette, charming and most of all just the kind of guy l think l was ready to start dating now that l was 20 and not a child anymore it heated off between us the moment we just locked eyes.
Dating is fun till you start getting to know the person and it turns out that they are not all that what you expected and you get bored and start avoiding them, bad habit l have but what? You can never judge a girl who gets almost everything she wants is it a lot to ask for perfection? “Best friend” was the cause of a lot of the fault l started seeing in my boyfriend everyday it’s something new with him. However with all this not breaking us up she decided to burn the rope from the other side and starts now feeding the guy with lies that if l write can make a novel anyway like am used to l runaway so first l change the number and go silent not knowing by doing this it will just confirm everything, am more of a party animal and most people am hanging out with are my guy friends who happen to be known including my “famous” friend, came to learn that a lot of my “crap” in public was through her all l can say that a “best friend can mess you up.
I did not end the relationship with the guy and never said bye to him but just left, am back home now and back to school trying to make the best out of things.
I learnt that can never to trust some people and also always keep one eye open and alert to the one near you because you never know what they happen to be calculating against you.
I got to learn the hard way but who cares l definitely had fun and cant regret because past mistakes make you stronger and teach you how to cope with them in future so am toughened by that experience so thanks “BEST FRIEND” .
I can never blame you all the way because without you l would never have met some special people in my life especially my two favorite men and BFFs QWHISAR THOMPSON and EDWIN KILEO they are just treasures in my life and when l look at them and when we are together and the special moments we share l get to forgive you and think they were worth the betrayal from you they healed the wounds and made me more happier and less bitter.
Always fabulous and loving my life especially now that am doing so great am young and have achieved a lot that satisfies me.
Posted by sudi fab at 2:48 PM 0
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